it ends tonight.
9:18 PM, Sunday, February 17, 2008
yesterday and today. me and hana had a nice chat on my last two entry.
about the love thing. i just want to state this.
about the love thing. i just want to state this.
through the years of staying single. i realised you can still love people.
about anyone you can.
regardless whether the person deserve more of your delicate kindness and care or not.
you can't deny. you always treated someone a little different than the others.
and i certainly can't deny that.
today. though i did not get what i want. i'm okay with it.
i'm happy enough to chat with you.
you know that tingle you feel when you speak to someone that you love oh so dearly.
and trust me i have not felt that in months.
therefore I shall say this. I love you. regardless. as whoever you are to me or to anybody.
but the downside is.
like i told Hana yesterday night.
I'm always at the giving end. Always sharing my love. My concern. But nothing gain.
There is this phrase that states. Nothing venture. Nothing Gain.
I realise it's otherwise. Sometime what you venture are just without its gain and benefits.
Me and hana realised.
Actually we just wish for the special someone. like everybody else.
someone to cuddle at.
don't matter if we love the person. feelings can grow.
but still.
here i am.single as a twig.
without its leaves and its stems.
regardless. tonight i realise.
I still hope for an opportunity to bring back that relationship that died on me last year.
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about anyone you can.
regardless whether the person deserve more of your delicate kindness and care or not.
you can't deny. you always treated someone a little different than the others.
and i certainly can't deny that.
today. though i did not get what i want. i'm okay with it.
i'm happy enough to chat with you.
you know that tingle you feel when you speak to someone that you love oh so dearly.
and trust me i have not felt that in months.
therefore I shall say this. I love you. regardless. as whoever you are to me or to anybody.
but the downside is.
like i told Hana yesterday night.
I'm always at the giving end. Always sharing my love. My concern. But nothing gain.
There is this phrase that states. Nothing venture. Nothing Gain.
I realise it's otherwise. Sometime what you venture are just without its gain and benefits.
Me and hana realised.
Actually we just wish for the special someone. like everybody else.
someone to cuddle at.
don't matter if we love the person. feelings can grow.
but still.
here i am.single as a twig.
without its leaves and its stems.
regardless. tonight i realise.
I still hope for an opportunity to bring back that relationship that died on me last year.
_______________________________________-
back track.
today photo.
they find me cute
take ur pick.
cheers
oh yah dun forget to visit www.model-undiscovered.blogspot.com
xoxo,
ace azri
today photo.
they find me cute
take ur pick.
cheers
oh yah dun forget to visit www.model-undiscovered.blogspot.com
xoxo,
ace azri
