back already?
9:37 PM, Friday, February 01, 2008
told u. i'll be back before long =)
a little queasy nevertheless.
thanks for everyone who are concerned. especially fiqqah who message me in the middle of the night to know abt it.
basically i need to get over this myself.
slowly but surely *cross fingers*
im still sad nevertheless.
moving on.
basically i filled my days thinking this few days.
and at singapore fashion festival doing 3 shows on saturday
including the ashley isham show.
but half of the time my head was distracted.
if u wanna know or read my entry abt the sff go on to the model blog
its at the link k.
and unfortunately for me. on sunday night. i realise im developing something on my right cheek.
and it got bigger way big.
tried to place ice on it. but didnt work
and my the morning of the following day came. i realise its way big.
its like i gain 30 odd kilograms. that my mum told me to head to the doctor alone.
and there i went going to the doctor.
and mr doctor himself didnt know the cause of the swelling.
but prescribed me some antibiotics and medicine to stop the swell.
and it did a little.phew.
mum met me after the doctor visit and followed me for brunch.
cos i totally skip breakfast the whole morning.
and due to the swell which was told to me was an infection.
hmm..
minah said to me i had too much thoughts in my head.
hmm. lets skip all this melodramatic stuff ehk.
better be avoided.
so yeah. due to the swelling i skip 2 full days of SFF
which include the lee hwa show and today hair show
so sorry if people were looking forward to read updates on it.
so hmm.
i realised today my swell have decrease dramtically. just a little bigger that isnt too obvious.
so i decided to meet yana
for mcflurry which was satisfying
took pictures of the budak kecik who tagged along
go to her blog.
its the link at evg under her name liyana
got only a picture of me.
basically thats all.
im going for sff tomorrow.
probably both the blueprint and raoul show
and the next three subsequent day too.
looking for it.
i guess im done
im sure this is a totally mundane post.
but u cant expect a happy one from a sadder me right
and today i realise
how someee people *not mentioning names*
just find the next person to make the person lover
how cute -_-
love seems so easy for u i assume
i believe u dun realise how sacred loving someone for me is.
that it just dun come that easily.
probably that explain my single year
hmm let me see
about 5years?
yeah.
unlike ur bestfriend.who make it such a big deal of being single a year.
oh god. spare me from chupacabra.
*mommy i see a monster*
k im done.
i dun wan to talk abt it.
hello to everyone who tag.
and yes i'll take care of myself.
and affiq stop it ehk.
at the bottome of the entry of a song. which triggered my heart this days. almost lover by the fine frenzy (:
k bye
xoxo,
ace azri
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
