For What It is Worth

does it cleans up
11:15 PM, Thursday, January 22, 2009

God Know's i love all my friends and those people around me. so when i hear of stories of someone did something major, i do get a little agitated to know the bottom of it.
It's not i am being very sebok or anything. i'm just curious of their well-being especially when a fight and such is concern.
I know at time it doesn't concern but i meant well. And i'm glad this friends knows of my position.
Tomorrow marks the last day of school. I am looking forward to it.
Here comes year 3 =))
and Shammy i love meeting u. awesome wind today don't you think so. yeay for us.
i shall meet you soon.

xoxo,
ace azri

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a personal note
12:04 AM, Tuesday, January 20, 2009

a personal note:

i just read a certain someone blog entry.
and judging from it. i think the person is definitely in love. or atleast care for someone.
why cos the way its written a sense of honesty just exudes from it.
its the same way i type my love-stricken thoughts before.

they say if u cant be with a person, let go and be happy.
i already let go a long while ago. but somehow seeing that finally make me realise i am happy for the person.
it cause a little tingle. =)

though not as close anymore. i wish u all the best.
maybe if it is love as i thought as it was. it will come to the brightest future beholds.
just be happy with yourself.
and i'll be happier seeing u happy.

u take care

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12:50 AM, Thursday, October 16, 2008

i actually had a long tell all entry. but i decided not to post it. instead it is safe as a draft.

cos i think somethings are just meant to be kept quiet.

let them say what they want.

i know me. and hopefully others do too

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1:08 AM, Wednesday, October 15, 2008

"once i'm falling in love

now i'm only falling apart"

- extracted from Total Elicpse Of The Heart

judge as you wish.
though i won't please
what it seems to be.
am not what you think of me

sometimes it may be too good to be true.

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11:18 AM, Saturday, September 20, 2008

i saw this quote before and i always believe in it. At times whenever i said something i truly mean it. It's more of taking a stand.

"If you don't stand up for anything,

you will fall for everything"

n.h.r

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10:25 PM, Friday, September 19, 2008

that warm fuzzy feeling in you heart.

i just said my piece at that 5 page long sms.
i am not sad. i am not happy. i am not angry.
i feel really bless.
after all this years.
though not with me.you have always been right there.
that little spot in my heart had always have you.

N.H.R

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12:17 AM, Sunday, August 24, 2008

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

i didnt lost anyone like the video.but i did lose many. :'(

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Lets just play and study
8:04 PM, Monday, June 30, 2008

Lets make this entry filled with pictures today aite.
here is just a rundown of the event. went to sentosa last saturday for the nicksplat lets just play event. had a bloody fun time. got tattooed. sticker kind that is. got sunburnt. became part time emcee for a while.hoho. and went home deadbeat. collecting money wednesday probably.weee

and school today waas weirdly to easy. kinda irritating in a way.cos it is easy!! like it shldnt be.me and ah wang was basically suspicious. but at the end of the day the suspicions are nothing.

just got back jogging with rash at 5.30 to 6.15 a while ago.a nice jog. rasy did 3.2km while i did 4km. and a long walk back slowly.
and i think im skinnier. but not the body i want yet..

in progress k.im building the body a little more.

so pictures from saturday below.

and wat did i get.
a spongey bob cap. and burnt skin.haha

and some random pictures from today. some were snap by ahwang in class.

xoxo,
ace azri.

gonna watch movie now.and pls wifey.wait for me to watch wanted k.im so tied up k.weee

anyway my condolences to nise and her family. you still have us.and we (me and the usuall us) will love u.

Labels: lets just play, school, something personal

gym and galore
12:51 AM, Wednesday, June 11, 2008

happiness.
i hope to attain it fully one day.

regardless. gym today was splendid for me.
weights carried had increase.
yoga anyone?
haha
and scary bald black man anyone.
ewwwwwwwww

haha.
regardless i had fun.
till next week i guess for the next gym
tmr jogging with azzah if im nt wrg AZZAH!

p.s:i actually really miss u now.thats why i message u today.but lest the unreplied situation.
p.p.s: i think i have hot lips.wahaha

till the next entry.
good night.
and if u were wondering wat i have been doing. watching SYTYCD.
watch next week episode of SYTYCD.there is this popper sia. dope keper!

xoxo,
ace azri

Labels: gym, something personal, SYTYCD

call me
2:29 AM, Monday, June 09, 2008

today.
or shld i say tonight. i told myself that it is no use to think of those unhappiness.
what is urs is practically urs when it is time for you to have it.
(:

no stress.

regardless went down to support yana today for her match.
silat people.
haha and after my shouts which i can happily say the whole arena could hear.haha.
she won. so congratulations to her.
her next match is presumably in a week time. saturday. i'll be there to volunteer my shoutings *_*

watch narnia awhile ago.
i suggest watching. makes me happy tonight (:

i guess now i can say i cant wait to meet u geylang people.sorry for the inconvenience.

p.s: i think my eyebags are getting worse.

xoxo,
ace azri

Labels: eyebags, narnia, silat, something personal

i will always love you
11:51 PM, Monday, June 02, 2008

a little of whitney houston at night is perfect for me.
calming to say the least.
after all this ongoing stuffs which i particularly find a terrible mess in my head.
its good for some eye shut and hear that voice which never fails to calm me.
even if it is a song that is i will always love you.
kinda not the song right now. but still it will work for me

to u.

u said u have dignity. i sadly now dun see it. running away. plain phatetic.

but like the song i will always love you.

coming from your brother or atleast ur friend.nothing less

and now let us just wait for the closing chapter.
(p.s:u knw me well if i follow my heart. i dun wan to lose you.but....)

enjoy a little whitney

xoxo,
ace azri

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sheesh
8:02 PM, Tuesday, May 27, 2008

hate the 888 uncle who made me go there twice to exchange the light
hate the test today. no time
and i hate pem-bubble.

I WAN TO EXERCISE! -_-

Jogging/gym?!?!?!?

and i miss you alot. cant u see that.
not even one message that you can reply to me. i thought we were atleast friends.
i used to care.but now. forget abt it. always my babyb. okay.

Labels: something personal, the rantings

8:43 PM, Sunday, May 25, 2008

haiz it was MY dream. :(

~~note to self: Dream on~~

p.s:i blame noone

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Body Fats
11:45 PM, Friday, May 23, 2008

Jog is great.*wanted more actually*

and i still have alot to work on.

17% body fats. (: *hehe*

compared to last year which exceeded 20%.

(((((=

somebody get me a new running shoe. BATA causeway pt is selling ~~newbalance~~ error. its power. at 25 bux. *winks to anyone*

my last one gave up to me after today's run.

farewell. (:

my apologies to any party i might had hurt this days.

i need time off too much on my mind. from birthdays. (Azzah,Angelina Jolie,adek dayat)

need to get presents already.

haiz.

k. i wan to rest myself.

i wan you back in my life. like those days only we know.

xoxo,

ace azri

Labels: running shoe, school, something personal

if life is living art
11:53 PM, Sunday, May 18, 2008

if live is a living art......................

i can be as fresh and new as any polaroid shake like poster.

i can fade to whichever way i want to.

to be wash off and coloured

to be erased and just look.

or two slowly fade to colours of the world.
unidentified

xoxo,

ace azri

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quoted from
9:56 PM, Saturday, May 17, 2008

I've done my sentence but commited no crime

- Freddie Mercury

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somehow i love today.
ut was great.(:
class made me smile.alot.
and probably laugh also. they happily entertain my random hyper antics.
oh how i love this class too. (:
and someone is smiling more today *clap hands*
we took random photos. especially me and aishah. heh
the closing eye pic was serious bodoh random sgt.

jogging today was great too.
saw mynah and shammy.weee loves
shammy say i look fitter.hoho
me and yana took random pics. after mynah dslr blow on us.wah piang
nvm.
we intend to go into the forest soon. and a haunted mansion
mynah random thoughts

and finally. the last pic will suddenly make me have the urge to watch angelina cartoon show.
kung fu panda. eventhough it is a talking animal. the photo is bloody cute.look at the panda eye and where it is looking at.

oh and richie kul new starhub ad is out. a pic below. from ZS

hee enjoy pics.
u can see my trusty bike after all this years.

hehe. k done with picture.

just saw this nick at mr "heartbroken" daniel.

Love the person who hurts you, but don't hurt the person that loves you..

somehow i find it true. i love the person. as much as i am hurt. but i dun dare hurt someone who care for me too.

love. the world hardest subject. the same reason fairytales are sometimes too good to be true.

k done here.

xoxo,

ace azri

Labels: jog, school, something personal

something erected deep within
9:20 PM, Wednesday, May 14, 2008

"Fortune Favours The Bold"

Virgil - The Aeneid

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tireless yet fatigued
11:01 PM, Tuesday, May 13, 2008

the jogging today was love lah.
6 rounds and 60crunches
haha.

school was hilarious.
mr daniel no need sad2 yah.
and haha. got chase and had to run.
lol

k anyway.
today while talking to dan and hawa.
consoling him abt love.
and i told him single life is better.
and he ask me.cos u not ready for commitment rite.
and i answered that yes im not.
and that struck something in me

all the way till i went back i kept thinking abt it.
and i got my answer.
and azri ask me the same question. what i am missing in life
i told him a companion.
to get love and be love.
and that to answer dan question
im ready for a commitment. but im scared.
Scared that i will get hurt. (like i always do)
Scared that i am not good enough.
Scared for what i might do and can't provide. *haiz*
scared for everything in my head.

so yeah.
im done here.

jogging on thursday.
probably on friday and satuday also.woohoo

xoxo,
ace azri

*what do i do now*

Labels: jog, school, something personal

a lil sunday
10:24 PM, Sunday, May 11, 2008

sunday was planned to study at library.but it was full
settled for RP.
but its a nice small gathering between me and azzah and her two sisters
aha. it was definitely funny. we did random stuff. challenge face burukness game and watsoever.
run from bird and watever not.
later liyana came.
and before we left we took pictures.

and i got another A from miss china. oh happy2
and kfc call me soon.pls

here are the photos

k im done. sch tmr. aerodynamics. haiya.
mucho gracias

and happy mummy day to my mum and other mums.
and happy 11th mth to nisa and najib
happy 6th afn day also

i still love you. regardless

xoxo,
ace azri

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